Money---check! (Just a quick update)

WE MADE IT!!! $17,000

I feel as if I am at a loss about what to share this week. I mean we are literally waiting for ONE thing to happen so that we can start our IVF process.  ONE THING! I am trying so hard to be patient about it! But I have also gained a little excitement for the process to start. 

We DID make it to our financial goal! ($17,000) Any extra that comes in now we will put aside for the Montgomery doctor visits. I also had someone else donate a little bit of medicine to us that I am supposed to be going to pick up this week or next week! We give glory to God, that through many many people He has made this journey possible for us! 

Thank you for all the prayers and support! 

How do I support my friend that is battling infertility?

Recently, I had a friend ask if I have ever done a post about how friends, who haven't gone through infertility, can be supportive on our infertility journey. 

Well my immediate response was that I made a previous post about the wrong things being said to us, and how we can/should react to them. Link: Showing Grace even when it is hard

So here is the question of the day: 

How can a friend (who has not gone through infertility) support a friend who is battling infertility?

**These answers are from my personal experience, and I asked a few friends their thoughts too**

1. BE A PRAYER WARRIOR FOR THEM- Don't say I am praying for you and then never do it. Pray for them - intercede to God on their behalf - When you say you are going to pray for them - Why not do it right then and there? Through a text, over the phone, in a hand written letter in the mail? 

2. KEEP YOUR OPINIONS TO YOURSELF - I don't mean this rudely at all. Many times people giving their opinions to us is what hurts the most. They may share a story of well this worked for my friend, or my doctor said take these vitamins, maybe you need more time, just relax and it'll happen, lose weight first, it finally happened for my friend 10 years later, You should take my kids for a day...it'll change your mind, you are so lucky y'all can do whatever you want, why do you want to do this...being a parent is so hard, you could always adopt, at least it was early when you miscarried, etc. These things don't help, trust me. Some people say some of these things not thinking they are hurtful, which is where we have to be mindful to show grace because they truly don't know.

3. LISTENING EAR, SHOULDER TO CRY ON- Everyone needs someone that is willing to just sit down and listen, and a shoulder to cry on. This doesn't just apply to infertility either. We want to be a listening ear/shoulder to cry on for you in whatever your struggle is just as much as we want you to be one for us!  

4. DON'T BE AFRAID TO LET US CELEBRATE WITH YOU- (This may vary from person to person). Let me find out the same way you are telling everyone else that you are pregnant. Be understanding that I can be joyful for your situation and sad for myself and my husband at the same time. I can't compare my life to yours because God chose a different journey for us. That doesn't mean we aren't excited for your blessing. We just continue to wonder why it hasn't happened for us. 

5. DON'T BE AFRAID TO ASK THE RIGHT QUESTIONS- (This may vary from person to person) I have been really open with our infertility journey, but others suffer in silence. I personally don't mind me asked about medicines, procedures, etc.  *Ask: How can I pray for you? How can I support you? How are you doing? *Don't Ask women/couples when they are going to start having babies. You may be asking someone who is suffering in silence. If you know your friend is going through a treatment cycle, don't ask if it was successful. They'll tell you in their own time what their next steps are.  

6. LASTY CARE & ENCOURAGE!- Just care about us! We want to care about you too! We want to know that someone is beside us along the journey. We don't want to be avoided but we do want you to be aware of our situation. Let us know that you believe in us and believe that God will provide in His timing! 

**I hope these help! If anyone going through infertility has more ways I can add, please let me know**

Why share?

Why do I share our story?

   Well, I used to think that this journey was a SUPER LONELY one because I only knew a hand full of people who had been or are going through it. I used to think that no one would understand my hurt, my questions, my rollercoaster of emotions, etc. How wrong was I? There is a whole community of couples speaking of their journeys. Why do I and others do it?

1. I do because I feel like God called me too. 

And we know that God causes everything to work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28

2. We do it to let people know that they are not alone. 

Even though I walk through the darkest valley, I will not be afraid, for you are close beside me. Psalm 23:4

3. We do it to let people know there is hope!

This hope is an strong and trustworthy anchor for the soul. Hebrews 6:19a

4. We do it to glorify our God through the hard times. 

Dear brothers and sisters, when troubles of any kind come your way, consider it an opportunity for great joy. For you know that when your faith is tested, your endurance has a chance to grow. So let it grow for when your endurance is fully developed, you will be perfect and complete, needing nothing. James 1:2-4

5. We do it to document our journey, so we can look back one day and say that we saw God's hand in it. 

6. We do it to build community, a safe place, where this hard and misunderstood topic can be spoken about. 

7. We do it to educate others.

I can count at least 15-20 people that have reached out to me since I started the blog (and this isn't to boast, etc). These people may be going through infertility or other things in life, and just needing an uplifting or to know that they are not alone. I get overwhelmed with every story I hear. One persons story makes all this sharing worth it. The amount of views don't matter. What matters is reaching people and showing them they aren't alone! 

If you've fought a battle and God is tugging at your heart for you to share...Don't be afraid to do it! Pray about it and let Him guide you through the way. I was scared to death when I first started this questioning what will people think? But then, if it is something I feel like God was telling me to do...how would God feel if I didn't do it? 

Dear God, I pray for the eyes reading this! I pray for them to have strength to make it through whatever their battle is right now Lord. Help them to have courage to share if it is something they are meant to do. Help us to let our stories impact others in only ways you know it can! Amen! 

Today's song choice by Maverick City Music:  

When I lock eyes with You

When will we start IVF?

As we've been raising money for this journey, the most common question I have gotten is when will we actually start the process? Well, I mentioned in a previous post that I thought we'd have to wait until the summer, but it turns out we didn't. The second condition was that we had to wait until we had all the funds. 

Well in just 4 months, we are approximately at 95% now. Yep, 95%! This is us saving, donations, selling the crafts, and extra money from tutoring and Brandon's A & B jobs! God is INCREDIBLE!     

So when do we start? Sorry if it is TMI for some of you, but if you read this blog from the beginning it has been nothing but honesty and TMI through every procedure, struggle, and hope! So we start...when I start my cycle! Now, this could be anytime between end of February to end of March. Just depends on how that goes. The timeline after beginning goes for about 7 weeks. So by May we should know if there will be a baby Owens in Decemberish 2021/Januaryish 2022! This all depends on when we start the process. Praying for not only to get pregnant, but to be able to stay pregnant, and have a healthy baby or babies! (Yes, I just said that) 

Prayer Request for both of us:

1. Faith - Glorify God through the process

2. Strength 

3. Patience

4. To get pregnant & stay pregnant 

I wanted to show y'all one of my doctor appointment shirts! If you know of anyone going through this journey and would like to purchase them a shirt they are $20 for Bella Canvas and $16 for Gildan. #Jesusoverinfertility 

If you have 7 minutes, take it and listen to this song! He is our CHAMPION! 

 Champion by Maverick City Music